people on the net calls me lunna while people i truly know knows me as mariana dewi rachmawati. got into this world 17 years ago on february march 29. had spent a year abroad as an exchange student, now i'm back home in bontang, east borneo, indonesia. as a phlegmatic-sanguine, i get excited very easily but then i get bored after a while. i pretty much a happy-go-lucky person, but i can be a big dreamer sometimes. i love to be inspired and inspiring. i'm living life and loving it. x) i realized that my habit trying to please everybody won't work in REAL WORLD. yes i need to speak up for myself. -____-" anyways. you can find me on friendster and facebook.

take the sat and toefl, preparing for the scholarship and university stuff. i really need to study and stop procrastinating! oh jeez! and i'm getting my Confirmation Sacrament in november. wheee! i'm so excited! x) get a job like teaching middle schoolers english sounds pretty cool. being a radio host would be awesome too, though. or maybe work in a clothing store. x) last but not least, i still do think that i need to lose some weight. LOL

get the scholarship i wanted and graduate from high school with awesome grades are two of the most important things. and i wish to made my parents proud of me and stop bugging them for money. LOL i wanna have the opportunity to have a job and live around the world like an ambassador or something. being a freelance writer is also one of my deepest desire. i'd also like to learn languages and psychology. ahh. if only i could do tons of things at once! :] and yes i wish to be a 17-year-old for the rest of my life, that maybe edward cullen were real and turned me into a vampire. ROFL

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hi guys! how have u been doing lately? x)
well. it's been a while since my last post eh?
i've been busied with school stuff and crappy things these days.
PHEWW!
we have a gerak jalan competition coming up and also tumpengan.
those require a lot of money to tell you the truth.
but hey, we're seniors now! so we decided to give our best this year--as we're not gonna experience it anymore next year.
but hey, i've never really experienced tumpengan before. =\
so um. those competitions are held by our school, sma vidatra.
all the students gotta participate for their classes, from grade 10 to 12.
i wasn't here in town whenever i was a 10 grader and i wasn't here at all for the whole 11 grade. LOL
sooooo. i just realized that this is my first and last tumpengan! woohooo! xD
should i be excited? well. i'm already excited anyway.

anyways. i told you guys that i've been thinking of something lately.
to be honest, i really don't know. =\
well it's been a while since i thought about it that i completely forgot about it!
LOL yes, shoot me. =p so i'm sorry.
*i say that just like you've been waiting for me all this time. xp*

oh. we were practicing our gerak jalan technique last night.
we were horrible, but i'm sure we can work it out. let's go, peeps!! :D
what we need the most is trust and cooperation.
but yes, we do need more practice.
so don't give up! we still have 7 days left before the x day!
woot wooot!
and pleeeeeeeeeeeeease please please speak up if you're not feeling good on some kind of hard activity.
this one girl in my class had an asthma when we were walking and she's like having a seizure and it was awful!
i mean c'mon, what was she afraid of? it'll be more scary to have her on the bed lie dying than to speak up right? =\

anyways. well i guess that's it for now.
idk what else to tell you.
there's nothing fun coming up!
enggal was back in town for a while, but him and untung had already gone back to malang.
there's none of my senior here anymore and it bores me to death!
sinchan's gonna go to jakarta this 20 and uthe's not gonna come home until november.
oh jeez! i wish somebody would act the same way like the way she did before! =[
but life goes on. and i gotta keep moving on.
and i still have a lot of stuff to do and my act to put together. UGH!
same as jeremee, i'm not that excited to be a senior. -_________-"
but i'm waiting for the right time for something to be beautiful. LOL